"There are 7 billion people on this planet who I have not met, and 196 countries I have not visited. Yet I am stuck in this insignificant town, being pressured into making decisions about my future, when I barely even know who I am."

My level of stress and annoyance has hit the rooftop. I hate my job, and my bills. Though mostly I think I just hate myself. And I feel like a burden to my man. Whatever nonsense that I manage to get myself into, he's consistently pulling me out with no complains. Even when I get mad at him for being naggy, he's never mad at me for screwing up. With everything that's going wrong in life, he's the one thing that is right.

(I might just blow you kisses through this blog post.)

Elder sister was hospitalised just a few days back for suspect kidney infection. She's been getting fluctuating fever and she's been on antibiotics drips, but annoying me on whatsapp seems to be her way of recovery. Anyway she was telling me about menopause and how she thinks mother's experiencing it since she has been a little too sensitive recently. I haven't noticed, and I guess cause I've been too busy with my own life.

For some reason, I wanna go back to being a kid.

xx.