trip plans
Saturday, 30 November 2013 @ 00:48 | 0 individual(s)
It feels out of place when almost everyone you know is schooling, when everyone you know is getting a Bachelor Degree and you're stuck with your Diploma just because, you're financially crippled. And then mostly everyone will question if you're going to further your studies, and your pathetic answer will be... no money. Like seriously how do I fork out 20K? It'll take years for me to save up and by the time I actually do, I would not have the mood to study anymore. Pretty depressing isn't it?
Met my SP girls for a short dinner gathering at Manhattan Fish Market earlier. Had so many stories to share. (particularly Sharanya). It feels good to be in their company but I cannot deny I envy the opportunity that they have.
One of the many things we talked about was our cruise trip (that never happen by the way), so they are deciding to plan another one next year. I had no heart to say I would not be able to make it because clearly, I have much bigger plans with the man next year and I would not have money to spare , so I just kept mum. The same goes with my 2 girls who have been planning to go for a holiday trip (to the extend of a staycation at the very least).
Who wouldn't be up for a holiday trip right? But I'd rather be using the money for a much meaningful purpose. 2015 insya Allah.
Who wouldn't be up for a holiday trip right? But I'd rather be using the money for a much meaningful purpose. 2015 insya Allah.
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